Life in General on a Saturday!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Life in General on a Saturday!

Seriously - this weather is cold! I remember when I was a kid - Halloween time was just not so darn cold! Now it seems like everyone has to wear snowsuits out to Trick or Treat...lol



Today was better then yesterday I think, my browser says a big old 46 degrees. My daughter and I actually saw flurries yesterday. She was psyched... I was not. I think it is too early to be cold and snowing. She, however is already planning Christmas, and wants to get a larger tree this year!

Unfortunately, I think I am going to need my therapy light for my S.A.D. I was hoping not too this year, but I have been "down" for about three weeks now and that's not good. I know some of it has to do with all that has been going on in my life, me being sick, my monthly, daughter having surgery and all that..
But I also know that sad, hopelessness feeling that creeps in as well. I am wanting to stay in all the time, eat all the time, dumped my fitness routine, have been weepy and angry all at the same time. It's a constant roller coaster and I can't stand it. If I start using the light it should improve my moods.

I am not even wanting any sex really. Well, I like the thought of sex... but to actually do it is something totally different. It just seems like so much work to do... lol.

I hardly even check the sex sites anymore and I actually was emailed by a guy that I thought was decent looking, with an ok body - and I can't even be excited about that. I gave him my reg email addy and finally sent him a face picture today.
He prob won't like the looks of me anyways, so why even get excited, ya know?

And if he does? Well - I have not done my workouts, and am eating awful again so I look even more fat and dumpy then usual! I probably will chicken out cause I am feeling so blah.

On a positive note - I love my new boss! Not going to meetings everyday feels sooo nice! I hope she lasts. Now maybe I can get caught up with everything I am behind in because I have been "playing boss" for 10 months.

I am really, seriously starting to think about getting all my vanilla blogs up and running again as well. I was making a bit of money off of them a year or so ago.. then I think winter set in... And I pretty much gave em up. A few of the domains will be expiring in a month or so, so I will need to decide whether or not I want to renew. And I have other ones that are just parked domains that I need to set up as well.

I have been totally craving scary movies this week! I am watching every "scary" thing that I can find. Only problem is - nothing scares me! I wish I could find something that creeped me out...but I can't.

Although they do not creep me out - I LOVE the "Saw" movies! The first and second are my favorite ones.. They killed Jigsaw off way too early I think.. But now - I gotta watch them no matter how bad they are...lol. I thought that the first Saw movie had the best ending I ever!

I just wish they kept Jigsaw alive. He comes back in the other movies, but it's in "memories" so that kinda stinks.


Kinda like all those "Friday the 13th" movies they made...I just had to see em all. Even if most sucked. I just love gory type of movies. Actually, I like most types of movies. In my old age I am turning into a movie whore I think.

Hope everyone is having a great weekend! And a big hello and welcome to all my new subscribers/followers. Glad to have you all here. :)