Thoughts for Sunday.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Thoughts for Sunday.

Yo' peeps.

I dunno. Just felt like writing it. Don't ask. As I sit here with my therapy light, I figured I would write a quick post. Week has been pretty busy work wise. It did go by really fast though!

We had a good amount of people outta work this past week as well, so that makes my job a bit harder. But maybe that's why it went by so fast - because I was running my tail off.

Gluten free diet has been going pretty darn good this week. It has been my first week away from all gluten and it's been really easy so far. This seems like it is pretty do-able for me. And my tummy has felt better as well.

I still have not ventured onto the adult sites at all. Just have not been interested I guess. I just need to be in the mood for the thought of being with other guys.

And the thought of being with a married guy disgusts me. The fact that they are on there cheating on their wives - when their wives probably do not have a clue.. really upsets me. I guess it's because if my bf ever cheated on me I would be devastated. And on one of the sites you can't even tell if they are married - there is no option to show it - so that is a real turn off.

Since I am sensitive towards others feelings - it is that reason alone that bothers me.

What IF I met a totally hot guy, had a threesome with him and my bf... then he turned out to be married? Sure, you all are gonna say, "it would not be your fault" and although, this IS true it does not remove the fact that it has been done. That's what I could not live with.

This is probably why we have not found anyone yet. They are all married and they read our profile and run!

Eventually - we will find a cute little hottie that my bf and I can be with. Waiting is the hardest part I suppose. I suppose it does not help that I never send out emails to those I think are hot.
I get all shy it seems! I'm sooo not good with flirting - lol.

Well, I'm off to finish reading. My therapy light time is up. Everyone have a great Sunday!