Sexy At Forty: August 2009

I have survived!

I survived my first day back to work. And, holy SHIT I spent the day at my desk catching up on paperwork that sat there for the week! But I am happy to say - I am all caught up, except for the filing of said paperwork. It's all processed though and ready to be done! **go me**

And can we not even discuss that it is *month end.* Good Goddess. lol.

All in all it was an ok day - and catching up meant I could text my bf a lot more today too. That was a nice change! And, we have gotten things straightened out between us - we were kinda pissin and moaning at each other for a few days and that really can bring me down. All over stuff that he thought was important, but I didn't. I hate when we get petty with crap like that.

On a positive note - it seems that our fantasy talk has taken another turn again and we will finally be going through with adding another guy to the mix.

Remember the guy I was talking about - a while back? He wasn't all that good looking AND he was not circumcised?
Well, somehow my bf and I started talking about him, and threesomes and all that. And I told my bf that the reason why I stopped texting/emailing him was because my bf didn't like him. And that is a rule - if one of us does not like we stop chatting to that person.

Anyways, my bf said it wasn't that he didn't like him, but that he thought he (I will call M) was a bit to aggressive and eager. And he also said that if I wanted to, we could all meet up. I told him I would text M today and say hi and ask if he wanted to meet, still.
M got back to me later on in the morn and we texted a few times back and forth, so then after lunch I asked him if it was ok that my bf could text him to figure out the times and all. He said sure, so I had my bf take some control, and they are trying to come up with a time good for us all to just meet up next week for a coffee or drink!

I think this is both really exciting cause it's way outta the norm for me! And also it scares the CRAP outta me too! The very thought of me doing two men at once is really exciting, but also very scary! I want to know what it's like to get my bf rock hard as he watches me with another guy though. It sounds like it could be really fun! And M - well he is good practice for meeting people I think. He is younger and he seems like a nice guy - not a jerk, like most I have emailed.

So hopefully our meetup will go ok next week, and then we will arrange to meet again to get together for some great messin round'.

I know I will be a bundle of nerves - but I think I can do it. It sounds like it could be really fun. This is something I want to try, I just gotta get past the nerves!

Anyone got any *first time* stories? I would love to hear about them. Maybe it would help to know if any of you guys, or gals had the first time jitters? Even maybe little butterflies in the tummy?

The sun is back... sorta.

Today seems like it will be a better day. At least I'm not as sad today as I was yesterday. Still kinda pissy though and of course I still don't wanna go to work tomorrow and I'm still a bit hurt from text - arguing with my bf for a few days, but, "it is what it is" I suppose and this is my pathetic boring life and I should just get use to it.

Take it or leave it I guess.

Looks like the sun was struggling to come out here and I really hope it is successful in streaming into my windows! The kitties are dying for some sun about as much as I am! My browser is telling me that it is only 71 degrees out... Brrrr...that's a cool, fall day to me. My allergies are really kicking in today so that is another great sign that fall is here.

My daughter loves the fall. I hate it. lol. Well, I do love the very beginning when it all starts to make the change over - but then I hate it cause it's just a prelude to the long freaking winter we have here.

I didn't get any good pictures of my vacation it seems. I got a few of my bf and most were of his kids in the water. My daughter only went in the water a bit (she hates the ocean) and of course I was with her - so I couldn't take any pictures.. And I'm sure nobody took any of me when I was with her.
I got a few of her tanning, but that's about it. My bf didn't care to get any of *us* so there are none of us either.
That sucks because I really wanted some great pictures of us together. And of all the kids together too. But whatever.

It seems that when I get upset - all the things that bother me, and that I can push away, come flooding back in. I think that was my biggest issue this past weekend/last night/today.

I can ignore them for the most part. But when I am sad and down it seems I let the pain surface again, and I hate that.
Remember my post, about my broken clit? Well, even that was bothering me last night. I feel so non sexual and so *un womanly* (is that even a word? lol) that my clit don't work. It's awful. Really. I don't feel sexy anymore. I feel blah and a like a total failure because my own fucking body has betrayed me.

I even bought a book (I Touch edition) about body image and getting your thinking back on track to loving your body for what it is! And thinking maybe... just maybe, my clit is broken because I hate my body and feel that until I am thin - I get no pleasure. But even the book suggests that we all need to be within our "healthy BMI range."

No shit Sherlock, I have been trying, but have not gotten there yet, so I feel as though I might as well give up. What's the point. My bf don't care if I am fat or thin, so it doesn't really matter in the scheme of things.
I wanted to be thinner for him too, not just for myself. That way he does not have to be fucking a lard ass all the time. When I put on a *nice outfit* I might as well be wearing a garbage bag. Same thing.

Have not even bothered to check the adult site yet. Got a lot of emails and invites though. I get email notification, so I know there has been a few. But...lately I am not currently interested in any. I wouldn't get off anyways, so what does it matter?

I guess I'm just fucked up or something because I need to feel a sexual chemistry with the person I would be fucking. Which, really makes no sense to not have that. But whatever - I'm doing it wrong I guess.

Would help if I had a swinging/hotwife handbook so I could figure out all this stupid petty shit. Anyone got any ideas on if I should actually be liking the person I sleep with as a plaything? Or, should I be able to fuck them without ANY attraction to them?

Just let me vent...

Today I am bitchy. It's just been one of those days.
I am bitchy cause I got my monthly a frigging WEEK early - wasn't due till next Monday, and of course I had to get it while into my second day of vacation.

I am bitchy cause my bf and I were arguing and some (NOT all) of my vacation (that I waited all year for) was ruined.

I am bitchy cause I have to work Monday - and I really dislike working there now. Half the people there are just a bunch of stupid cunts. Plain and simple.

I am bitchy cause I feel alone and I don't actually have anyone that I can *confide* in. I vented to my daughter Friday.. all the reasons why I was arguing with my bf. Then of course I felt bad cause she should not have to listen to me! She was ok with it though, she is good like that. She knows I have no friends.

I am cranky cause I thought my *friend* would not snoop through my shit. Maybe I am over reacting - but making coffee and taking a fucking bath in MY HOUSE without asking is rude. At least in my book anyways. I would never EVER do that shit. Period.

I hate not trusting people - but I don't. People don't do things *just to be nice.* Least not the ones I know anyways. I will just have the office watch my house and board my cats NEXT TIME I go away. If I ever do anyways. So far, it's looking like it will never happen again.

I am bitchy cause the place I once loved - my vacation spot - lost it's charm and magick on Thursday... All because I was sad and upset. I actually *allowed* nice thoughts of bf and I being married on that beach...

Fuck it now. Shame on me for being a girl and wishing and hoping for a while. I should know better then that.

I am bitchy because I am 42 fucking years old and STILL not married. And really, who wants to get married at 50. I sure as hell don't. That's half my life - why bother.

Today I feel sad and alone. And it's really pathetic that I have to *vent* at a blog because in all actuality - I got nobody I can turn too. No best friends to call. Just me and me alone.

I am bitchy because it seems nobody BUT ME cares if my ass gets fatter and my body gets a bit more ugly and unattractive. I never made my goal of being 120 by my vacation, so fuck it. This week I will eat all I fucking want and I hope I gain 500 lbs and drop from a fucking heart attack.

People don't realize how HARD it is to actually *say no* to food that is tempting - and they just think you are being a bitch when you are not.

I already ate a pint of ice cream yesterday. Working on number two today. Not to mention the large pizza I got that I will be eating all weekend.

And NO it's not a pity party for me. I am just mad and I need to vent. I think I am allowed to be mad, without being called a whiner or whatever. And I think I am allowed to vent. Even if it's at a pathetic blog.

I need an *angry at the world* day. It's raining.. I'm alone and I got no one to talk to and nothing to do.

And, I really wish I had a best friend sometimes. I miss that. But then I realize, I'm probably better off alone, cause the last two *best friends* screwed me over.

My fault though, I trusted them.

I really do not mind being alone, and most days I am 100% fine with it. But every now and again I miss not having anyone or family to turn too. Today I guess is one of those days.

Whatever.

Damn, is it Friday already?!

Well, the week went ok. Not as great as I had hoped, but it was good. My bf's kids are really good kids and we all got along really well. At least I think so anyways? lol.
My kid really likes his kids too and it was great that they all got along so well.

I got some decent tan lines and we seemed to have a ghost of sorts in the house. We ended up not really doing all that much, but we did pretty much go to the beach everyday. We went and got some food at a few landmarks around the area and also saw some fireworks on Thursday night.
And we walked the beach a lot as the kids decided they were competing against the people downstairs - in finding sand dollars... lol.

As for the ghost - it was quite comical really. The first night the bedroom doors opened up - all on their own... It was kinda creepy, but at the same time really fun!

Then we had a razor that kept showing up after being thrown away. That was odd. And then small little things like noises in the ceiling and stuff like that.
It was fun, and all and all we had a good time. I'm sad that the week is over though and I will once again have to go back to work.

Nice to be home again though. We did have internet access - but I just did not have any privacy to be able to post any updates!

We also didn't take any HNT pictures either. That made me a bit sad because I brought a little nightie to take pictures in. It was my new one that I got just for my vacation.

He and I actually didn't go out at night to do anything which was a bit disappointing because I really needed some grown up time. Last year when we went there we said the next time we come back we will try the little clubs out.

And all the kids are older (two are over 18!) So I thought that we might be able to sneak away for at least one drink. But we didn't, so the *dressy* type clothes I brought were not worn either.
Had I known we were not gonna do anything - I would have left them at home and brought more sweatshirts! lol. It got really cold there at night!

Now... I will have to spend a lot of the weekend getting caught up in my reading! I got a lot to read, that's for sure! It's gonna rain most of the weekend anyways... so I guess it's a good weekend to get caught up.

Kinda creepy though - even MORE creepier then the ghost.....

My friend I had watching the kitties... I told her if she wanted to come to my apt to chill for a few hours, that was fine... but ummmm, I think she might have gone through my books and drawers, and even checked out my *toy* drawer in my closet. (the drawer was ajar a bit)
And... I think she took a friggin bath too! I am feeling a bit violated here... lol. and a tad grossed out.
I will just *casually* mention to her on Friday that I think someone was in my shit.. see what she says, or rather - how guilty she reacts...

Hanging at my house for a few does NOT mean - "go through my shit."
Apparently to some people though, it does.

Sand and surf awaits!

Hard to believe that Friday was our first week here in the new place! What a difference a week makes! I am officially on vacation and outta my work all next week. Boy do I need it. Just not having to get up all week makes me happy. I am so not a morning person, so when an opportunity arises for me to be able to sleep late - I'm on it!

It's actually nice sleeping here. No more nasty fat ass neighbor screaming at her kid to "shut up" or threatening to kill them! And we no longer hear the nasty 500 lb guy on the opposite side having sex and grunting like a pig... lol

It seems like my bf and I have grown tired of the old swinging/threesome thing. There are just not any people that I am finding attractive out there. My blog does not seem to be as much about sex and fantasy anymore, but has taken on more of an everyday happening flair.

Sorry to those of you that might have only wanted to read about sex...lol. All in all, in the grand scheme of things, it's just not all that important in my life. I like it every now and again. It's just not at the top of my list for things to do 24/7.

We are leaving here tomorrow morn to go North till Friday, but I will still be reading and commenting on blogs when I can. Most likely it won't be until night time, but I will be bringing my I Touch, which allows me to post from it. Providing I have WiFi anyways! If not, well then you all won't be hearing from me for a week - unless of course you text me! lol

And that's only privileged to a select few - not everyone!

(And for those of you that think I am going to give you MY phone number just for texting you - when I have NO IDEA who you are - think again. )

Honest to the Goddess... some people. lol.

Anyways... everyone have a good week! Enjoy the sun while we have it! Fall is coming fast - that's what my allergies are telling me anyways!

Happy HNT!

So, this weeks HNT post is an older picture. It's from about 2 or 3 years ago I think? I really have not taken any new pictures, so my bf sent me this one of me and then I actually found the original one that is a bit larger!

I really lack in any creativity... sorry guys. He said we will try to take a bunch on vacation. That would be good to get some extras - but I will have to bring a nightie or something, cause my full nakie body is still not so hot looking! At least with clothes on I can hide all my flaws better! lol.

Happy HNT everyone!

A moving experience...

How's that for a catchy title? : )

It really has not been that emotional type of moving... just physical..
The move actually went really well. The three of us (my daughter her friend and I) were done with all the stuff by 10pm Friday night. My bf came (with his kids) the next day and helped move the 5 big things I had left over the old apt. I went over to old place on Sunday and cleaned it. Only took 4 hours to vacuum and clean out fridge and all. By Monday everything was unpacked and put away.

Hows that for easy. :)

I knew it would be a piece of cake. I had a good feeling about it. And except for the loser maintenance dudes leaving the place dirty, not washing the bathroom, leaving switch plates off, not cleaning cobwebs up and all that.........I think it all went well. At least - I am happy. As is my daughter. And that's what counts. :)

I actually have my OWN bedroom. I have not had one since I moved in the old apt in 2002.

Friday is the start of my vacation and my bf, his kids and my daughter will all be going up North for 5 days. The beach we are going to has seven miles of beach! You all will have to do a search to figure out which beach it is that is seven miles long... :)

That's a total of nine days of sleeping in! Well, 8... cause my bf wants us all to get up one day to see the sunrise. I can do that for one day. :)

I have been trying to keep up all my reading of everybody. Have not commented though, but I am still enjoying your writings! Just wanted you guys to know that.

I have not bothered to reply to that guy I was talking too, well texting/emailing anyways. My bf was getting annoyed with him because he was too eager and too excited about meeting. I figured it was cause he was younger. But the rules are that if either of us do not like - then it's over and done with.

So, I kinda am phasing him out. He will eventually email no doubt and I will politely decline meeting up. It is what it is I guess. Eventually, some cute guy will actually come along that I find attractive and might wanna *do.*

Until then, I'm ok with not having one. I have not even bothered to check the emails I have gotten from the adult site. Can ya tell how excited I am...? lol.

Well, I'm off to find my damn tweezers. If I don't remember what I did with them soon I'm gonna have a god damn uni - brow... lol.

Oh, and I'd like to say welcome to my brand new followers! ::waves::

Hope you like what you read. :)

Little Weekend Warriors

Well, I survived my son coming over this weekend. Amazingly enough. lol

He and his gf were watching her friends - kids for the weekend. It's a long, drawn out story - but they were not able to stay at their friends house so he asked me if they could crash here for the weekend.
Turns out it was only for one night - last night that they needed to stay. So I was fine with that. But boy - does it bring back memories of when my boys were small. The kids were adorable and one was about 16 months and the other was a little over two I think? Maybe three?
I dunno, I forgot their ages. But they were adorable! Well behaved, and happy little buggers.

The youngest one was teething though, so he had some cranky tired moments.
He was tired and cranky at one point and I was actually enjoying watching my son and his gf get a bit flustered cause he wasn't calming down... heehee...

So I waited a few and said, "lemme see him... I know just what he needs."

I took him in my arms and stood, snuggling him and rocking him gently and he was out in 5 minutes.....

That's right..... Mamma STILL has the touch. :)

So after the little one fell asleep I told them to go take the other one to the park or something.
They did and came back a few hours later. All the while the little guy slept.

I did notice though, that my son was doing all the work. Actually, I'm quite surprised at this. I love him to death, he is my kid, but generally... he tends to be a slug. lol

Honestly though, he kept those kids entertained, and happy! Fed them, bathed them, rocked them to sleep. He was quite the sitter. The kids absolutely love him! I told him I was really impressed with his babysitting skills.

And his gf...? Well, she is a great girl. Except that he was doing everything! She did however change the diapers. I like her and all, I really do, but she has always gotta know *just a bit more* then you do. That can get old quick to me..
And shes always sick. Or she can't *do that* because her hips hurt, or her neck hurts or what not. But generally, she is a really nice girl. He heart is in the right place and she has good morals.

It was a very busy day today. Have not had that in a long time. I got all my 8 loads of laundry done, (most were sheets and blankies) and my kitchen packed up, the rodent cages cleaned and everything!

Kinda miss not going to my bf's house this weekend though. I am kinda liking this getting away from my house every now and again! I am outta commish though, so we would not have been able to do anything anyways. But it woulda been nice to sit at the beach or something with him and snuggle at night.

Countdown begins! Holy shit! I'm moving on Friday!!!

Fridays should be mandatory days off!

Good gawd. How many times do I need to contact cable for them to switch me over to the new place?

Talked to them last week - "sorry Ms. *****, the tenants have not canceled their account yet... you will need to get back to us.."

Ok...Fine, no problem...I'll get back to you."

Logged on today to do the live chat...

"I'm sorry ...you still cannot change over service... they have a pending cancel date, not yet canceled yet though..."

"Oh, (getting curious now) when was their cancel date?"

"ummm, that was...... 8/3/09."

"Ummmm, that was 4 fucking days ago....NEVER MIND...I WILL JUST CALL CABLE.."

I have no patience for that shit. lol.

Seriously... what is up with that? I want my cable transfer to go smoothly. I am being the good girl consumer - giving them ample time to get shit done! And they still didn't do it..

So, talked to the head maintenance dude today. Supposedly, he said that he saw someone walk out with an *opened* package. But... he "cannot make accusations as to weather or not it was MY package."

Are you fucking kidding me?

Ok, so the guy (he said guy) walked by with an opened package, but he does not want to accuse him of anything. Mine just TURNS UP STOLEN???
Good gawd. This fucker is going to get away with stealing my shit!
It's not what I ordered, it's not the amount... it's the principle of it all. Stealing is a crime. Plain and simple. And they will get away with it. It's not right.

Think I am going to pack up my kitchen today. Most of it anyways. Will only be a few boxes that I will be packing, so that's not bad. Gotta start cleaning everything this weekend. Get some of it out of the way. Small rooms, like my bathroom and pantry and hallway walls I can do.

Or maybe I won't. lol. Maybe I will just sit and chill all day. Sounds like a plan to me. Pretty cool here today. Can't wait for the humidity to be back!

Who knows. Maybe I will just write all day... or play my Sims! The possibilities are endless. lol

My dog at my HNT picture!

Sorry guys, I got nuthin for HNT this week! It's been a busy week, and I really just have not even thought of a picture for HNT. I did however think of it.... after I got outta work.. lol!

I know, I know... your all were soooo totally looking forward to it.... NOT! LOL.

I thought that maybe I could take one when my bf and I went to the beach tonight, but as soon as we got there, all the thoughts of that went right out the window. It was just too relaxing walking along low tide and discovering all the cute (and STRANGE) shit that swims in the ocean!

Thankfully my awful headache, and cramping and nausea had gone away after I took some Pamprin.. (Can you believe - that's only the PMS part!) So we had a nice couple of hours just walking, talking, and walking some more!

I am beat now though. And unfortunately, my headache is coming back. More drugs are needed, and I think I might just hit the pillow. I have tomorrow off, so I am psyched to be sleeping in !!

Everyone have a great night!

Tuesdays thoughts...

Well, it seems that on Saturday - Mr. Mailman actually brought *5* packages to be delivered to this place! I talked to the maintenance dude and Apt Manager today and he was/is *viewing* the tapes.

Today I called the Post Master/consumer complaint dept and the lady was somewhat helpful. She was also trying to stick up for the mail dudes too. I guess if there is no signature *required* then the mailman is legally covered.

Point is... even IF the mailman was legally covered, it's STILL a crime to steal mail!

I told her though that they are super lazy. They deliver the mail and just throw it on the tables.. It looks as though they just come in and dump it right there! She wasn't too happy about that. But she said that if my building finds who it was to call her back and she will start the proper lines to fix this and prosecute the fuckers that stole my mail.

It's about time!

My neighbor - two doors down also had mail stolen from her too. More then once. I am gonna go hop on over and give her the numbers so that maybe she can call the same people.

Maybe I should even get some sort of petition going to get an additional camera pointing right at the table and boxes!

Anyways, not much more going on then that. Went to the new place today. Maintenance dude took my kid and I to see it. That was nice of him. We are so happy to be out of this place! Even IF it is just next door... lol.

Had to go in half hour late today, cause my daughter had an appointment in the morn. Was hoping to actually be a bit later! Was looking forward to missing that damn dept head meeting!

Went to beach with my hunny yesterday. That was nice. I love hanging at the beach. I get so sad when summer goes away.. Wish it would last forever!

Nothing going on in the threesome dept. Started emailing those two guys again. (the sorta arrogant one and the uncircumcised one) They actually emailed me again... They must be bored I guess...

I'm really not caring either way if they email or not. I still have not seen a face pic of the arrogant one and the hidden penis one well, has a hidden penis! Hahahaha...
It is good practice though. Get use to flirting/chatting via email to guys. Might make it easier in the future.

I think that we are getting a bit discouraged at the place we are at anyways. Nobody has really impressed me enough to want to screw them. Even the couples that have contacted us are not impressive. Some of the girls are cute but the guys are slobs or the girls look like amazons and the guy is ok. Only about 3 of the couples we have seen are decent looking ... but live really far away! But then again, I'm not into girls, so I guess it really does not matter.

Just can't seem to win. Sheesh.....

So we were thinking, maybe if we took a break from looking maybe we would find a guy to join us. Maybe we just need to look less and it will happen. Who knows I guess. Only time will tell I suppose.

Anyways, I'm gonna go chill on the couch. I'm beat! Have a great night everyone!

Porn and packages?

Well, I got the blogger thing figured out. Thanks to someone that emailed me. He told me to delete lines 941 - 943 and so on, and when I scrolled down to the bottom to actually look - there they were! The links that I had to get rid of! So thank you to "Chuck" for your help! It is very much appreciated. :)

I added some of my affiliate links in place of it - mostly so I don't forget the placement should I decide to add something later! As soon as I get my own TV in my *new room* I am going to sign up for Sugar DVD. It's pretty cool. It's just like a Blockbuster or a Netflix - except it's porn!
You rent them, and it follows the same concept... send em back, new ones ship out. And the shipping is free just like the other places.

I've never been a big porn watcher, but I'd like to try it a bit more. See if I like it, should I actually find something that excites me! Doubtful though, I'm pretty picky.

I'm still totally pissed that my package was stolen. Really. I am gonna nail their balls to the friggin wall. It's a federal Offense and I am going to make an example out of them if they do not deliver my shit back to me. Just like how the record company has made and example out of that guy that downloaded music from online.

I will do the same.

Anyways... I'm gonna go get me some more coffee and pack up my winter clothes. My bf will be here later today, and it will be nice to see him!
I just hope I am in a better mood later. He wanted to test out my totally shaved crotch and make sure I did a *good job* shaving.

::giggles::

Nature & package stealing animals..

Natural Health. That's the title of the template I downloaded. Although this blog is not about *Natural Health* really.... I liked the design and how it looks. I will be replacing the actual picture cause I'd rather have something a bit on the racy side. But all the colors go together nicely. And I like the three columns too. That let's me balance everything out.

Cept I can't figure out how to get the *titles* thing outta my header and top row. I must be missing it somewhere in the HTML. I'm just too annoyed to see it.

There is some sort of script or something that keeps dragging out the loading time I think though, so this layout could be short lived. lol

I'm really annoyed right now because I had yet another package stolen from me today. It was some tank tops that I ordered a while back and they were finally in. And now... someone took them from the mail room.

Fucking low life losers that live in this building are fucking always stealing shit. Go back to your own goddam country if you wanna be an animal.

Bad enough you assholes get EVERYTHING for free. Now you gotta steal my shit too?

Schoolgirl sexting and a new domain!

Today is a better day. I must be starting my *PMS* phase because everything is bothering me right now. It mighta been just the long week in general getting to me too.

Whatever it was - I feel better today. I got just about all my bathroom packed up - Only got the medicine cabinet to empty out. We use that all the time though, so I will wait and do that a few days before we go.
Hard to believe I will be moving in 2 weeks! I am so excited! So far - it's been a pretty easy transition. And the fact that it so close makes it awesome!

So - I made myself feel better this morn by buying the "sexyatforty" domain. I am so bad. I was getting annoyed with Blogger because I wasn't able to configure as well, (see my Sugar DVD ad... not freakin centered!) So, I know that in Wordpress anyways you can configure more when you actually buy the domain! And really - it was ONLY $10.00 bucks for the YEAR!

Currently, I own 5 other blog domains (on WP) and have to pay $7.00 bucks a MONTH for them, cause I use a hosting company... Although that in itself is cheap... I am still saving by using blogger to power this blog.
Plus... "Sexy at Forty" is me. I think it's who I am. Or, at least who I struggle to be... So I wanted to own it. so, in a few days you will also be able to view this blog by punching in sexyatforty.com!

So, my bf is cute. We "sex texted" a school girl scene this morning. He has that visual of me in my school girl outfit... And ummm, I *did* shave it all off the other day.. so I think that mighta helped the visual too. I think it sounds really hot to play that scene out. And it makes my bf really hard, cause he loves it. We will have to try it out. I will be very excited when I gotta have a spanking cause I was a bad, little school girl. ::giggles::

Anyways...It was fun. I love to text. Am a total textaholic. lol. It's just fun to do. And so much easier then calling people! And I am pretty good at *sexting* too I think.

So, the guy I was emailing back and forth, we exchanged texts yesterday. I told him it's easier for me to text people at first then yap to them on the phone, so he sent me a hello text. But honestly, I don't think it's going to go anywhere. For one - I do not think his face is all that attractive to me and my bf said he looked at his profile again - and the dude is uncircumcised! Sorry, but I hate that. Have had them before and it's just a total turn off for me.

So, I have not emailed since Thursday I think, and he hasn't either. It's too bad, I had some actual hope that he could be the guy. But, oh well... time to move on!

Well, I'm off to read my blogs and get more coffee. Everyone have a great weekend!

Sexy At Forty