Sexy At Forty: September 2009

Where does the weekend go?

Happy Monday everyone! This week I bring you - "The People of Walmart."

I got this in my email and didn't give it another thought UNTIL we went to Walmart this weekend, and I shit you not - there was a couple that were dressed... well... honestly, I can't describe how they were dressed... lol.. She kinda looked like a prostitute.. and he was, just fucking strange... And they were both about 50 years old. I tried to shoot a picture but couldn't get my phone out that quick!

It was that bad.

Wasn't until later that day I thought that maybe they were in Halloween costumes or something? I'd like to think so anyways...

Ok... so... these two - are together?

Redneck livingroom or something?

Ummm, I got nuthin...

Look... they match...

Why am I not surprised?

Soul Train dancer?

Ummm, I think she forgot the rest of her clothes?

Fitness Friday # 3

This Fridays post comes to you very late. I'm sorry, but it's been one hell of a busy day today.

I woke up this morning and was this close --> <-- to texting one of my coworkers and saying, "I'm staying home to sleep in.." But I was a good girl and figured I would go to work and just leave an hour or so early. The one GOOD thing about my job? My department is pretty much totally self sufficient and work well on their own without me there. Except for the coffee making thing...They make me really nervous when they gotta make their own coffee....That's why I make it every morning..lol But, I love keeping my staff happy, so I do not mind making it for them. Gotta take care of them and show them how I appreciate them. We are a great team and they need to know that. It's the little things that count! Anyways... I have done awesome this week with my treadmill and bike/abs routine. I was able to do it all of the required days. Sunday, Wednesday and Friday. I mentioned last Friday that I was doing my Treadmill then on alternating days I was doing my bike..

Yeah, that wasn't working so well. The running/walking combo and then no rest days in between was a stupid idea. I was really fatigued last Sunday when doing my routine and I knew that it was because I was not allowing resting days in between my workouts.

That was totally dumb on my part because our bodies need a resting day in between workouts. I really know better then that but I was just trying to do too much at a time.

So I have moved my biking day to after my treadmill. I am now doing 2 miles on my treadmill, then right after I hop on my bike and go for 5 miles. Both are a half hour each, so after abs workout is done I have only spent 1 1/2 half on my routine.

My legs are now recovering quite nicely. They are actually getting more shape to them and I am finding it to be a bit easier running because I am really strengthening my knees on the bike.

When I walked into the living room today my daughter actually said, "Oh wow ma... you have beautiful legs.."

And I said.... "yeahhh I know I do.." lol

Still did not start my upper body strength training like I wanted too. But I did get my magazines that I have been neglecting - read!

Which reminds me - Ladies... I put some links to some great fitness places over there on my sidebar. They are my favorite places that I visit. I also subscribe to their magazines as well. I love reading them each month. Sometimes it takes me a bit before I read them. But I love them. They are a no nonsense group of mags that are chock full of stuff to help you with dieting and exercise. It's a great resource for the men as well.

Well, I am off to bed kiddies. It's really been a long day.

Gonna be going with my bf and kids this weekend apple picking and my bf has promised me that I get to suck his cock tomorrow night! I am very excited about this. I need to give him a great blow job..!

I have been over sexed all damn week. I almost had a meltdown last night because I needed to get off so badly and my bullet didn't have any batteries for it!

So I had to suffer through with just my vibe.. heehee..

Nighty nite everyone!

Back in Black - HNT style.

Another Thursday is upon us and the week is almost over! Sheesh, life goes by so fast sometimes.
Have not seen my hunny all week because he has been on call. That bites. But hey - at least he has a job! So many people are unemployed these days it's not even funny. Even my work has cut hours from the *non essential* employees. Which - if you ask me ALL are essential employees! But hey - who am I to say anything..
We joined another adult site this week and I gotta tell ya, there are way hotter men on that site then the old standby site! Really nummy looking men. One is adorable looking with dark hair/decent body, nice looking cock and all. But he is quite young, so that is kind of a turn off, but I have renewed hope now...lol. And also sex on the brain from looking at the hotties. Even the women are good looking as well!

I even saw a couple that I thought were hot. That's a first for me I think. We are not into couples but the girl said that if I wanted to do her man I could and she has no problem watching. That's kinda hot I think.. He's pretty nummy looking as well.
There is just something about guys with dark hair and eyes that make me melt. I might have to seriously consider this offer!

Here is my HNT for his week!

Happy HNT everyone!

Love. Apartment style.

Can I just tell you how much I love my new apartment?

I love waking up and seeing the sun in my living room and the cats in the window.
I love that I can close my door at night and use my favorite toy if I need too!
I love that my shower gets so hot I gotta turn it down!
I love that the laundry room is right outside my door!
I love that I'm on the first floor.
I love that I can now use my treadmill without worrying about noise.

There are so many things that I love about this place - it outweighs the other small irritations. I now wake up a lot happier and a bit more rested. I still toss and turn all night - but at least I am NOT being woken up by noise!

And you know what else I love? The fact that I had TWO orgasms the other night with my bf!
We were doing our favorite *fantasy* play... I was sucking on my toy, while he watched and I went to town with my bullet. (favorite toy!) We will have to take some pictures of that sometime.

I am looking forward to when we will be able to do it again! Gotta practice...! Practice makes perfect, after all!

It's most definitely the little things that count in life. :)

It's Monday again?

Here we are - another weekend over. Sheesh. Where does the time go?

People send me sooo many email jokes. Usually, I just delete them, but lately I have been reading some, this was cute so I thought I would share...I think some are actually from that comedian Steven Wright..I use to love watching him. I will have to poke around and see if I can find some of his stuff.

"The 9 Things I Hate About Everyone"

1.People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.
I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours?
Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2.People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V.
remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually.

3. When people say 'Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too.'
Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4. When people say 'it's always the last place you look'. Of course it is.
Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it?
Do people do this? Who and where are they?

5.When people say while watching a film 'did you see that?'
No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor.

6.People who ask 'Can I ask you a question?'
Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7.When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it?
If it's new, then there has never been anything before it.
If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

8.When people say 'life is short'. What the hell?
Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What can you do that's longer?

9.When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks 'Has the bus come yet?'
Ummmm, If the bus came would I be standing here, dumbass?

And here is a funny picture that I found as well. Heehee...

Happy Monday everyone! Hope everyone has a great week!

Fitness Friday # 2

This Friday does not bring many updates that need to be etched in history or anything.
As I mentioned last Friday I have been trying to get back into my treadmill.

So far I have done an excellent job of keeping up with my schedule of Sunday, Wednesday and Friday's. It's only a half hour each time and I am alternating between running for a couple minutes and walking a couple as well. I can't seem to walk/run fast enough though because I still only go a total of 2 1/2 miles each time! Today, for some reason it was a smidgen harder for me to keep focused and in the end I had MAJOR heartburn.

I think that was due to my taking some Motrin before I hopped on my treadmill for a headache I had. I have GERD (fuck - am I old!) and certain things bother me at times. Especially when I am exerting myself. It sucks and I am slowly learning what foods and meds irritate it the most. I totally forgot to eat something when I took it - so it's my fault that I suffered this time.

I have also started riding my stationary bike in between days as well. For that I can do 5 miles in a half hour and boy - do I work up a sweat! My whole body is dripping after I get off the bike!

But, I gotta be careful though that I do not injure my knee because I did that a few years back and my leg never *really* fully recovered. So far, so good though.

Let's see....

I also did my abs workout as well. I have so much belly fat though, I worry that it might never flatten because I had a C section with my daughter and I waited so long to start strength training it. I was never totally washboard flat - but even half of what I am now would be nice!

It's funny - the top part of my tummy, you can see some shape to it and that it wants to be curved and tight, then as you go down it starts to stick out and get rounder! It's very strange. Sometimes I feel like one of those people that have liver disease or something... That's what it reminds me of.. lol

Tomorrow I start my strength training for my arms/back and shoulders I think. Was supposed to do it this week, but......... aw hell, I really don't have any excuses. I was being lazy. I get like that during the week. I really shouldn't though. When my arms are tone, they look awesome.. And I got a shapely back as well - when it is tone as well.

So..... has anybody done any fitness routines this week at all? If so - please leave a comment and let me know! I'd love to hear about it all.

And thank you to all that left a comment yesterday with regards to my "Sexy legs HNT."
I knew that I loved my legs, but wow! I never really thought that they looked that good.

Big hugs to you all!

My "Sexy Leggs" HNT...

I never brag about my body. Most likely it's because I hate it! But if there is ONE thing I would have to say that I liked - it would be my legs.

For some reason I think my legs are great looking! Even though I am short ( just 5 feet) and they look a bit *stout* I think they are the best part of my body!

To me they show a whole lotta years walking at my current job. ( I walk for about 6 hours out of the 8... not kidding!) and they show strength as well.

I took a few different pictures after my run today and honestly I could not decide which picture I liked the best! So I guess you all get this one...

And this one too!

Happy HNT everyone! Have a great Thursday!

Funny Monday # 2

Happy Monday everyone!

::grumbles from my readers::

I know... I feel the same way. Why does the weekend go by so fast?
I guess the age old saying is really true - "Time flies when you are having fun."

I spent the weekend doing my laundry, cleaning my house, watching many new and different movies (I have been quite the movie buff since I now have all the damn "premium" channels..lol)
catching up with the blogs I read, exercising and running on my treadmill.

I even joined a new *adult* site for us which I have already emailed support to delete my account. It's pathetic I think that I HAVE to upgrade just to do anything on the site! Can't even view an email, and that's not responding or anything... just viewing. So honestly, I want no part of a site like that.

I would have more fun playing WoW then joining that site. Looking for men that are half way decent is a freaking chore. Playing WoW is not! lol.

Anyway, here are a few cute kitty pictures for you all...

And... I leave you with one of my favorite blond jokes... yup... I said "blond joke..."

A blond decides to try horseback riding, even though she has had no lessons or prior experience.
She mounts the horse unassisted and the horse immediately springs into motion...

It gallops along at a steady and rhythmic pace, but the blond begins to slip from the saddle.
In terror, she grabs for the horse’s mane, but cannot seem to get a firm grip.

She tries to throw her arms around the horse’s neck, but she still slides down the side of the horse anyway.

The horse gallops along, seemingly impervious to its slipping rider....

Finally, giving up her frail grip, she leaps away from the horse to try and throw herself to safety...
Unfortunately, her foot has become entangled in the stirrup and she is now at the mercy of the horse’s pounding hooves as her head is struck against the ground again and again.

As her head is battered against the ground, she is mere moments away from unconsciousness when......

The Wal-Mart manager runs over and shuts off the carousel.......!

Heehee.... Happy Monday peeps.

Friday Fitness - 1.

Is it me... or does it seem like I have just had a 6 day work week? I had Monday off but instead of the week flying by as it usually does on a four day week - it went painfully slow.

I am still debating (with myself of course) if I should make every Friday a "Fitness Friday."
I would like to get something up and running but I am still formulating which direction that I want it to take.
I suppose I can update my progress and if I am losing weight/working out and all of that. Like I was saying in my other post, it would be a decent motivator for me I think to be updating in the winter months.

So..... onto my fitness stuff...

I have restarted my "Couch to 5k" program again. But instead of printing it out on paper - A co worker of mine told me about an I Touch application that I can get and that keeps track for me.
It was only .99 cents so I downloaded it and have used it twice so far. I am short - just 5 feet (and that is rounding up!) so I don't got a big stride. So while the walking/running combo is just a half hour, I only cover 2 miles when I use the program.

I love to run. Even though I suck terribly at it and I gotta take my Albuterol inhaler before I run, I still love it. There is just something really nice about running and cranking the music on my I Touch. It puts me in such a good place. I can think about life, work, magick, and also work a bunch of stuff out in my head.

I am still at 129 lbs and holding. This is a good thing. I really want to continue to lose and strength train again as well. I have been slacking - AGAIN with my weights. That ticks me off because I love doing my strength training.

As it stands now - running will be on Friday, Sunday and Wednesdays. Those are also the days I will be doing my abs workout as well. I got a great abs workout video that really gives me a decent workout without hurting my back. To anyone that might be interested in it - it's called "The Firm - Body Sculpting Workout." It cost me about $30 bucks for the complete kit at Drugstore.com last year - but you CAN still order it from "Firmdirect.com" I believe. The kit includes the "Fanny Lifter" (think of a stepper) and includes 3 videos in 1. They are all really good workouts and helped me to push past my plateau. I like all 3. The Cardio sculpt the Body Sculpt and the Abs sculpt.
I mainly use the "Ab Sculpt" video with instructor Lisa Kay. She is good with reminders and all that. And she works your abs and core - in 25 minutes. Well worth the money that I spent. I do use the other videos as well, and boy do they make my legs scream! It's good though because I got decent legs from using it.

I have not worked out what my workout schedule will be yet. I will probably work arms on Mondays and then legs on Tuesdays or something. Not sure yet. Will figure it all out though.

Got my new exercise bike today! So now... I gotta go build it. If it's *anything* like the corner desk I bought here and built... It's gonna take a while. lol.

As you may well know - today is 9/11. I hope everyone was able to at least have a brief moment of silence today in quiet reflection of that tragic day in history.
For all the people that lost a loved on on that day, or knew someone who did... I am so very sorry for your loss and the pain that you have had to endure from that day forward.
I have experienced *sudden death* of a loved one and I know how incredibly painful and gut wrenching it can be..

I was home, watching "Good Morning America" on that day. I was horrified and I cried my eyes out. Seeing that truly changed my life in so many ways. It also opened my eyes to the world around me and made me realize that life can indeed end in the blink of an eye.

To this day - when I watch any video of it on tv I cry because it brings back the same gut wrenching pain I felt when I saw it for the first time. It's something I will never - ever forget.

I'd also like to say thank you to all the men and women that work endlessly to keep every single one of us safe from harm. From the Navy to the Marines, you all are so very important to the security of this Country. You all are a Hero in my eyes. Thank you, you are very much appreciated and you deserve to be told that - every single day.

Funny Monday Pics...

Yes... I am old. And after this post you are going to be able to agree with me I suspect.

I love funny pictures. People, animals, cats doing stupid things and getting captions put under them really tickle me. Especially cats. Cats are the best!

I know, I know... total nerdyness. But I can't help it. I had a bunch of them on my old Myspace account and when I closed that account I did not want to get rid of my cute kitty/animal pictures. I realise that you can get them at that "I can haz cheezeburger" place. And I am sure that's where I got most. But I thought that it might be neat to post them every Monday to make our beginning of the work week a bit better.
So, each Monday I will try to post a *Funny Monday* picture in addition to my regular post. (if I post on that day) I might even post a couple pictures at a time, not sure yet.

Some of my readers might like it, others might not. But it's a good way to start out the day with a "lol."

To the guys that read my blog and will hafta put up with my Funny Mondays, cute kitty pictures and all that...

If you all can think of something I can post for you guys on Wednesdays... Let me know and I will try to accommodate!

I am also thinking about having a *Fitness Friday* as well. I use to have it at my vanilla blog and it worked out really well.
Most likely it will consist of fitness tips, exercises and maybe my own account of my fitness progress I have made throughout the week. I think this will help me to stay better motivated throughout the long, cold New England winters!

And with that said - Here are some cute pictures.

Happy (late) Monday everyone!

Treadmills and Spotlights!

Not much going on today I suppose. At least I got today off, and that my friends is a great thing! Anyday I am not at work is a wonderful thing!

Today I gotta get off my ass and get back on my treadmill. I want to at least walk/run 4 miles today. In reality though, it will probably be 1 -2 miles to start. I have not been on my treadmill for a few months, so I don't want to overdo my legs in one session. I also have one of those stationary bikes coming via UPS sometime this week as well. It was a *gift* for working at my company for over 15 years. I prefer to call it a *consolation prize*... lol...

I also need to start lifting again as well. Not like 500 lb weights or anything like that. Just, you know - strength training. I love working out - but it's very seasonal for me.. I can't just stick to it year round. I don't know why. It's the strangest thing though. You would figure, with all the fitness mags I get - year round would not be a problem!

I get horrible S.A.D and it usually starts around now, so I would like to combat that with exercise, Melatonin and my therapy light. The amount of light that comes in here - in the new apt is awesome though, so I might just have less symptoms this year and can get away without the therapy light.
Like, right now there is sunlight streaming into my livingroom here. At the old apt I had only 2 small windows - pointing North, so the sun was only available in the early morning. And I was not up that early to welcome it!

I really think that this will be a great season this year. I am even looking forward to Halloween this year as well. Something I have not been excited about for a while.

Wasn't able to see my bf last night. So I was sad that all my plans that I made for us were lost. But that sorta thing happens all the time. After 6 years I think I am kinda use to it happening and ended up having a decent night anyways watching a few new movies on the premium channels. Although I didn't get to have any awesome, mind blowing sex that I wanted to, it will be even better when we do have it!

Back to work for me tomorrow. Which I really do not like all too well. But, I have not won the lottery yet - so I guess I gotta do it.

A big THANK YOU goes out to Veronica over at "Another Suburban Mom." She featured me as "Spotlight Blog" of the week!

I read her blog all the time and when I read my blog name there I was totally surprised and very honored that she included me. :)

Well, I am off. Gotta get my ass on the treadmill..I got a neat idea brewing that I might try for Mondays at my blog. Nothing major, just a little diversion that I thought might be cute..

Threesome date continued...

Ok - continuing on with the night and it's events. Be warned - this could be another long post.

You know I am not *big* on every detail of my sex life being documented with my bf. I think some things don't need to be written and really, am I the only one that gets tired of reading the word "pussy, cock, cunt and cumming" 500 times in one post?

I probably am.

Anyways, after M left we stayed a bit longer and I somewhat finished my pretty blue drink. My bf asked me if I had eaten, and I told him no I actually didn't - there was no way that I was going to eat before we left so then I'd be stuck running to the bathroom every ten friggin minutes cause my stomach and intestines decided they would revolt!

(Yeah, I get that nervous about stuff. And if I gotta read about how many times someone came - you all are gonna have to put up with my intestines. ::wink::)

My bf suggested that maybe we go down the street and get something to eat and maybe see if there was any room at the comedy place. My stomach was fine at this point because I think the drinks were relaxing me and I was no longer nervous either. Was just me and my honey. I didn't wanna go home anyways and I really wanted to hang with him more.

So we went to the other place and there was space there to sit, so we went in and took a seat and chatted until the comedians came on. We ordered some appetizers because neither of us was really all that hungry. I ordered another drink - this time it was made from mint stuff, and tasted like a mint chocolate chip ice cream - that had whip cream on top! It was delish!

We were there for over an hour or so and the comedians were pretty funny we thought. I actually ended up having another one of those yummy drinks and was very proud of myself that I was not even buzzed!

I was relaxed, and I really liked it. I never drink when I go out cause for some strange reason I always think I am gonna get plastered. lol. I don't know why. I'm just a worry wort like that.
Not anymore though! I am confident that I can drink when I go out and not worry. Yeay!

Can I just tell ya - I just love how my bf loves to show affection in public. Holding my hands all the time, kissing me in the parking lot...It's so cute and sweet. Makes me feel less ugly when he does. And he told me a few times that I looked great, which was nice.
I love people knowing that he is MY man. And that he has chosen ME the fat overweight broad over all the other women who are truly beautiful and got amazing bodies..

Me is so very proud to be his gurl. And when we get married ( if he EVER "asks") I think I might not want to ever take my ring off. I would be that proud.

And boy, can he kiss. Everytime he does, he still makes my girly parts tingle. It's amazing to me how that - after 6 years he can still excite me with his kissing. So, needless to say, I was a "horn dawg" all night. (I hope and I think that my kissing excites him the same as well.)

Anyway... I'm getting off track here...lol

When we got home, we were all over each other. I think we had a whole 5 minutes of non touching! We were talking about sex all week and we were really worked up from the meeting and the possibilities and all that. So when we finally had that actual time together - it was awesome!
We started by making out on the couch, kissing and me sitting on his lap grinding into him. I was so wet that it wasn't even funny. A few minutes later he took off my top and you could see my pretty black satiny bra. There is something about me sitting on his lap and him taking my breasts out of my bra and kissing, nibbling and sucking them that really looks hot. I love to watch him when he does this, it really turns me on. There is just something about it that is amazing!
After a bit of time making out like this I told him we had to go to my bedroom! (I can say that now! ::giggles:: )

We went there and I lit a few candles and told him I would try on the new *nightie* I had gotten. I really felt stupid when I first put it on, but holy crap - I saw in his eyes so much desire! It was amazing and I loved it. Totally turned me on and I felt really good. I am not a person that likes to make eye contact when I get nervous, but I am glad I did, because what I saw got me even more excited.
He was rock hard. And I love it when he gets like that. We actually ended up screwing around for 2 hours that night! And every minute of it was incredible.

I have never been with a guy that turned me on as much as he does. It really is mind blowing. And we seem to *mesh* in a way I never thought possible. We are just so in sync it's really amazing.

I got my FIRST over the knee spanking - for being a bad gurl...

All in all, it was an amazing night.

And there were many *firsts* for me last night.

My first threesome date.
My first trip to a comedy club
My first time getting a real spanking!

And... we are not even gonna discuss the sex we had the next morning. That's a whole nuther post!

The Meeting...

Where do we begin? First of all, I gotta say - I can't believe that I actually did it! And second...No, I'm not talking about sex...lol

I'm talking about my bf and I actually meeting M last night. Remember my post about us meeting M next Thursday? Yeah, well.. We won't be. I guess it's best to start from the beginning so keep in mind it will probably be a somewhat long post.

My bf texted me around lunch time asking if we wanted to meet M last night. I was like, WHAT? He wants to meet tonight?

::cue the instant anxiety attack::

Bf texts back, "yup. he would like to meet up for a coffee or something before he goes to his friends party." There was a tad amount of confusion as to whether or not he wanted to meet up for drinks and screwing or just drinks. Turns out that it was just drinks. ::phew::
I was ok with that so I told my bf sure, but those two could decide on a place and time and let me know.
I was kinda having anxiety attacks for the remainder 3 hours after lunch, but at the same time I was excited and also relieved to know he didn't wanna meet for fucking! lol.

We were going on our first threesome date!

I got home a bit after 4pm and flew into the shower and took extra special care shaving the bits and everything and deep conditioning hair and all that.
I wanted to be a bit dressy, but a lot casual so I put on a pair of tight fitting capri jeans and a black spaghetti strap tank top. And some simple flip flops.
Threw some clear polish on my nails and some summer color on my toes, did my makeup and straightened my hair.
Oh.....and I also was wearing a pair of new black G strings and a black push up bra for added cleavage....You know - just in case.... : )

My bf kept telling me how great I looked. He is such a cutie... trying to get me all relaxed and confident...

We went to a restaurant off the highway and sat in the bar area to wait for M.

Was only a few minutes we waited and he showed up. He wasn't *bad* looking. He actually kinda reminded me of an old friend I use to know with his height (6'2) and his sorta monkey like walk. lol. Average body for his height I guess you could say, and not hard to look at. Just a plain old ordinary guy I guess.

The internal dialog I carried on with myself was kinda funny if you got a listen in my head. lol.

"He is doo-able" I thought to myself. "I can do this... Sure he ain't a looker - but he does have a decent looking dick" (I knew what that looked like from pictures) so I thought, "ok... if I can relax I can do this again next Thursday...ok, yeah... this is ok.. I'm getting a bit more relaxed..."

On and on my brain went..

All the while my bf and he were getting along great! My bf is such an amazing social person. He can carry an entire conversation and not look one bit nervous. That is amazing to me. I am so freaking shy it can be crippling! lol

The boys ordered some beers and I got a girlie drink - don't remember what it was, but it was blue! We all sat around and talked for about an hour and half in total I think. I was pretty shy but was getting a bit better and smiling, laughing and just generally enjoying the conversation.

My bf said I was *awesome* BTW... : )

It was probably about a 20 minutes to half hour into our meeting that I noticed it. I had to do a double take - just to be sure...

He had a fucking wedding ring on his finger!

That sneaky son of a bee. I tried to give my bf *eye signals* of where to place his eyes, lol... but it wasn't working. And I am really surprised that my bf did not notice it himself.
I guess it's a built in thing for us women that we have - look at the ring finger...lol

I can't believe he was so nervous or something that he FORGOT to take it off!

It was at that point that I knew I would not be screwing M. I mean - if his wife was aware I would have. But he told me he was NOT married.

It was around the same time that he finally realized that he left his ring on and put his hands under the table and then when his hands appeared again, the ring was off. I actually saw him put his hand in his left pocket to put it there. Well, that was that. No threesome with M.

We sat around and carried on conversation for a bit. It was still a good time and by then we were on our second round of drinks. My bf did notice that he was really fidgety. And I agree, he was. Must been cause he was thinking about CHEATING ON HIS WIFE!!!

We were sitting at a small round table, with my bf in front of me and M to my left. What I noticed also was that he kept pressing his right leg into mine. It was kinda cool, but at the same time a tad funny. I don't know why. lol

IF M had not been married I would have actually been brave and put my hand on his leg. Maybe a quick rub up his thigh or a couple rubs with my feet. Just to freak him out a bit. And I know my bf would have loved it if I had done that!

But, I was not even gonna bother. He was married. I do not screw married men. Even if I wanted to I would have to say no because there is another person attached to him that thinks he is a wonderful man and thinks that she can trust him and all that.

We parted ways after about an hour and half and a few minutes after M texted my bf to say "thanks and that I was really sexy." I sent M a quick text just to say "hey - had a great time.. was sad that you forgot to take your wedding ring off though." I just wanted him to know that I had indeed noticed. lol. Have not heard a thing back. Didn't think I would have either. lol.

My bf and I had a great night after that - but that will be another post for later today - I'm tired of writing... lol.

It was an awesome, amazing incredible night though!

Fantasy threesome looms...

I am so happy it's Wednesday already! It's honestly been a long week.

My boss is a passive/aggressive douchebag sometimes - and yesterday, well it was her day to be one. I wanted to smash her because she was complaining that I didn't get something done. I told her I was freaking playing catchup all day on Monday - but she said *my stuff* was not as important as the stuff I should have done.

I can't win. I didn't argue, but went about the day knowing she is just a nasty cunt and has a miserable life, so she probably had to take it out on someone - and because I am *there* it was me. If I did married men, I would fuck her husband - just to spite her. Heh...

No, not really... I'd have to really hate you for that. lol.

So, my bf and M are now texting a bit. And my bf is going to send him an email tonight to figure out where we are going to meet up next Thurs. It all seems so unreal that we are actually going to do this!
I mean, well... we are just going to meet up on Thurs, not *do* anything. But both my bf and I *kinda* would like to meet up and get the deed done, just so I can get over the scary part. lol

Who knows, he might not even like us when he meets us! I am scared though. I mean, what if he is like some crazy over religious dude looking for *sinners* or something? Then we end up on some crazy cable show somewhere? LOL.

Good Goddess! Could you imagine that?

Anyways... Maybe if we all hit it off, we will *suggest* that we go somewhere or something. I dunno. We will cross that bridge when we come to it I guess.

It is exciting though. I love the thought of me having two guys at once.

I am going to try really hard to do what I can to make it a good time for them. I am not going to worry about getting off, or how nasty fat I am or anything like that. (I hope)
I am just going to be enjoying myself as I watch two guys get totally excited and want to screw me silly. It will hopefully be a really, really good time that we have.

My bf was thinking that I mite freak out during the whole thing. But I was thinking that it might actually empower me because I will be seeing first hand how incredibly turned on they will be and knowing I can stroke and blow them till they cum is a powerful feeling.

Sorry guys and gals... but you might just have to listen to my thoughts about this up and coming meeting a lot until we actually meet. lol. I gotta get all my thoughts about it out. The good, the bad and also the incredibly dirty thoughts that swim about in my head.

Especially the dirty ones, cause I am a good *dirty girl* when I wanna be. :)

Sexy At Forty