Changes are real - it's how life works.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Changes are real - it's how life works.

So I have finally made it into the 120's with my weight loss. I am so psyched about that. It's been a few years since I have been below 130. This brings a new motivation and also determination to make it to 120. I'm ONLY 9 lbs away! Currently, I am 129.

I think writing about it helps. It keeps me focused and I am able to reflect back on my struggles when I need some "oomph." Looking at new ways for cardio this week as my foot is still bugging me and I get bored with my treadmill easily.

Lately, I have been thinking of letting my blog take on a new direction. I'm not sure if I want that - but it seems less about sex and more about personal growth, weight loss and also my goals for a new me.Being over 40 brings new perspective for me. It is not only a time for growth, but it is the end of so many other things as well... Women *our age* have many different challenges then women in their 20's - and I would like to focus on that as well.

I have many visions of me and what I have become and who I want to be. And as I stated in my other post last week - My bf and I are soooo much more then *just sex.*

He is my man. My rock. And even though he is an incredibly sexy, hot looking, amazing lover - He also is my my best friend. He is so much more then JUST a hard cock. I like to talk and write about the other things that we do as well. But when I am talking about sex and threesomes, it's hard to be too detailed about *us* for fear that someone we know might happen upon our blog. We are a couple that not only have a great (spring and summer) sex life... (hahahaha) but also a couple that has had very real struggles.

So - I'm not sure if I will keep this as a sexy type blog - or go a tad more on the vanilla side. I like to have an equal amount to both - and I have a vision of how I would ideally like this blog to be. Maybe - I can password protect my sexy posts and then readers will have the option to read if they would like.

Some days it can be a total pain in the ass to write at different blogs all the time. Especially when I'm not feeling any writing topics swirling about in this brain of mine. And - I sometimes hate dividing all the different topics.

Not only do I like to think about threesomes with my bf, but I ALSO like computers .....and fitness..... and healthy recipes and ........fucking my bf and another hot guy at the same time!  lol...

But - that changes as often as I do. What I decide today could be totally different next week. Life is just too hectic to stay with the same thing everyday. Change is really the only thing that is consistent in life.

I can tell you one thing that will never change... My tell it like it is attitude and total bitchiness.

That my dear readers, will never change. And - neither will my HNT pics either. Nothing wrong with showing a bit of skin. : ) Especially when I am looking my best at 120! (yes... I will get there...)

Neither will my fantasies or the posting of hot pictures my bf sends me... like this one!

If only I could find a guy like the one on the right. What a yummy looking tummy! And so nice and tan as well. dayummmm!

Anyways, those are my thoughts for today. I'd love to hear from you guys. Tell me what is swirling around in your heads.

And hey - Congrats again to C Manch on being my 100th follower! I sent him $50.00 via Paypal, but he has yet to claim it... Please go pick it up if you are reading this post!

Everyone have a great Sunday!